The second day after submission and the feeling is fantastic. This term was a nightmare throughout these 3 years in DID. We rant and we complaints, we cried and we laughed, all the pains and sorrows were over. Stayed in school everyday till late night, sometimes too tired that we need to cab home. We made it and we completed what we need to do with our bare hands. Some models were brought to workshop outside for cutting and some were done by banglas. This is all the unhappiness especially when we were there doing it ourselves. It isnt easy because those woods are really heavy. One day after another, we became weaker and weaker. From the first day we had all our energy to carry those loads to the day we could really grab something. Nevertheless, the group of friends have been a great help in this project. Humans are born selfish and I wouldnt deny I'm not. But from this project, you can really spot who are the friends who will stay by your side no matter how much they still have to do and willing to help you. I know this project wouldnt be completed if I'm working alone so I thanks all the people who had helped me!

I know I'm a sensitive person which sometimes make me think alot. But to me, this world is too complicated that I cannot do anything. I want to understand everyone around me, understand who is really there for me. i dont want to be someone who is not appreciated in the crowd and not knowing. I will leave if that isnt a place for me and I am more than willing to stay if im welcome. Therefore, I think and yes I think alot. However, throughout so many situations I know who are the ones who really understand me and I would say  there isnt much. Not even friends that I have know for 8 years. And I concluded that everyone is selfish because they only think of themselves first.

But, I have learn to let go. People stay and go. There isnt a way or a reason for me to stop them. Some are selfish in a way that they only think about themselves. Whatever they are unhappy with, the fault will lies on you. No matter how much you have helped them, no matter how you have been treating them. They do not see it. What they see is themselves as the right one and you, the one who have made a mistake and out you go!
And some, they only stay when they need you. They priorities what is important to them. If you are not their top priorities, uh-oh! wait for your turn then. However, you do not have to do anything because they will come to you when it is the time they need you.

Life goes on! and what we need to do is not to let these people affect your life. I'm glad that I still have a bunch of friends that are willing to share my tears and joy. last but not least. Someone who will never judge me for who I am. My bf <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">