Camp has ended and I really missed it. The 4 days past so quickly that I didnt have the chance to enjoy. Some thinks that the camp was awesome but we all know it wasnt. There's so much unhappiness in us that we didnt have the chance to say it out. I wish I have the guts to say out all my feelings but sadly, I dont have. I guess I care too much of the consequences or maybe I know how it will be ended with. It's not that I didnt try, perhaps I did. It just ended up being worse. There's so much to say but I couldnt bring it up with words. Gained and lost. This is what I experienced these few weeks.

I didnt enjoy but I felt that it was successful because campers really walk out with a smile:)

The past is the past. I will not think about it anymore but I will remember all these that happen.

My target for this Sem's GPA is just improve from the previous sem. I did improve but why am I not happy? After viewing it with Sam and angela today, I didnt felt happy for that. I think I can do better than that. On the other hand, i wasnt upset too because it hits my target.

I felt extremely happy that my friends did well this sem! I will catch up with you guys de! :)

For those who didnt do well, dont be too sad as long as you work hard :) wo men yi qi jiayou!

These few weeks have been going back to school. Went back to school everyday at 10am this week and I really need some slp:( Tomorrow is the day we pull in more campers again! Hmm! lets hope everything goes well:)

Although I have been going back to school everyday, i'm still ok with it. Rather than staying at home doing nothing, I want to spend it with my friends. No matter where we are!

The few of us are turning into housewives soon. What we have been doing and will be doing are printing shirts, ironing shirts, folding shirts, packing clubhouse, sewing dresses and going giant to buy stuff. We really had lots of fun doing all these although we got tons of whining!

Camp is getting nearer and nearer. I could remember few months back when we were still thinking what position we will be in the FOC. And here it is, the camp we have been planning is going to be execute in 3 days time! Excited much :):)

I wonder if things we have done are appreciated and I hope it do. We are helping and making everything happen. Please show some appreciation for it !

Something is wrong with my appetite these few days.

I've been eating lesser and lesser each day. I'm not someone who can eat a lot but to finish a meal, I'm able to finish it. But these few days, I cant finish a meal. The worse thing is that I can have just only 1 meal for a day. I felt hungry but I just got no appetite.

I've tried to control but I've failed.

I'm just too tired to do anything right now. So, I will be going to bed soon!

Hey yo!

Just came back from Sentosa and its a really last min outing.

Sentosa is a place I wouldnt get bored with. Provided everyone is in the spirit of playing.

This morning, we thought that we wouldnt have fun because of the weather. Its raining heavily when we reached vivo. However, the rain stopped when everyone was gathered. The number of people coming was rather disappointing but we continue with our plan. Wanted to get those inactive committees to be bonded with us. But those who really want them to come, they were not present. As usual, I get sunburn and injuries at the end of the day. I dont know why I'm always the reddest among the rest and I dont like it. People will be looking at my face and say, wah so red. Face, you are really attention seeker :X

See this? bruises all over it. Sigh.

Lastly, thanks steph for bringing your skates although it's really heavy. Appreciated :)

Why cant we compromise?

I really cant think of something which we can do it indoor. So many times we meet up for lunch and after that we got nothing to do. And here I am , having a big group gathering. What can we do? Watch movie? pool? Just one time.

It really prove that we will lost touch after separating. I keep telling myself we wont but we did.

Yes, it can still go on despite there's only 5 people attending. But that's not the point of creating an event, inviting 20+ people. 5 out of 20+? This number has already dampen my mood of organising this event. Other than ly, its all guys. Its always like this. Everytime my mum ask why so few girls, I cant answer. During CNY when my poly friends ask, why is it all guys, I cant answer.

I always said that I wont organise any event anymore but I always failed to do so. If I really stop doing that, I dont know how far will we be drifted.

Right now, I'm gonna say this again, the mindset of having a gathering is gone. I'm sick of organising events. Seriously, I dont know what am I doing all these for.

It really took me some time to post this and i'm not pointing at anybody

This is what we have been doing yesterday; doing banner and tshirts.

A very tiring job because we have repeat the action of standing up and sitting down.

We complains and whine about how tired we were but the process we did enjoy.

We sing and joke while we were doing it. The whole room was like ours. We don't care how unglam we were when doing all these.

All these weren't told to do but we did it. Shirt as an identity and it also leave a memory of what we have participated in. And the banner, I think it serves more purpose than any other decoration. At least when you step into the place, it tells you, you are at the campnival? Idk. Its just what I think. At the end of the day, we were happy despite of the tiredness right? If not, we wont have want to take photos of it.

Foc:

Stephanie, dont give up. I know you were just saying and you wont do it but please do not have the mindset. I guess no one wants the event to be scrapped off. You were carrying a huge burden right now and were stress at times. No matter how heavy it is, you are not alone, we are here to share the burden with you. You dont need to carry everything by yourself. Dont feel sian, we are halfway through everything and we can break through the obstacles we are facing :)

For the committee, lets all do our part and have a success foc this year alright? Lets make it a memorable one!

Universal Studio.

All I could say was the $66 ticket really worth for the first comer. Went USS today with Angela, Xiaoshi and cindy. We bought tickets from someone which worth only $60 and I think his act was illegal. But anw, we saved $6 from there:)

The new roller coaster is really awesome. I was hesitating whether to take it or not because I'm really afraid of heights and speed. In the end, I took the red one. Firstly, the ride was really fast. I felt as if im dropping down from mid air when its going downwards. The pressure was so strong that i couldnt move my body or head. I wanted to shout and scream but i cant. It's like something stuck in between your throat. However, the feeling was really good (Y).

All the rides are worth trying but it is quite limited as they were still building new things. All the animations in there were really awesome. The movie theatre which let us experience the scene of hurricane. The shriek 4D animation was cool too! Imagine the movie was showing someone sneezing and the chair infront of you, spraying water on your face. It's like the character in the movie sneezing on your face!

When you step into the place, you really feel as if you are no longer in singapore. The weather and surroundings were really different. The most impt thing is that, you cant see any HDB flats around. We snapped a lot of photos in a day which I think Angela and cindy will post on fb soon.

The whole day, we spent around $100 and I think its worth it:) Except for those who are going the second or third time because the things there are not new to you anymore.

To sum up the whole day, tiring and fun! :) I enjoyed to the fullest :):):)

I'm feeling so shag since yesterday night. I cant sleep, my mind cant stop thinking. Dont know what am I thinking about but I know it's not resting. It's like, half asleep. Waking up every 2-3 hours and headache is killing me in between. When I wanted some panadol, I cant make myself to the kitchen because im still half awake. I woke up after my alarm clock rang and I'm suffering from headache. Tonight, I want to sleep early!