When we became too comfortable
When we became too used to each other
Do we even cherish the presence of one another..

My heart needs a break, a break from everything. Sometimes i was thinking.. When I dont get affected, I get lesser hurt but at the same time it means I'm not loving you as much. Is that what I want? But it gets more and more painful but do you know? Do you even know how am I feeling? We are no longer the same. I love you for who you are but sometimes I have to try very hard to accept every single things of you. Sometimes I just need a break but it became worse. Sometimes can you change for me for a day. I miss those times. Those times when we sacrifice every single thing yet we felt that it's worth it. Those times when we held every single minute we have. Is all these so difficult. I dont want to love you lesser and I pretty cant do so. Tell me, what should I do. Saying you love me and showing you really do are different. Maybe by drifting away from you can make you think of me even more. This is a bet that I'm placing and if things turns out different. Perhaps, I failed.