Big SIGH for this week. Ever since critique on monday, I have been slacking and procrastinate my work. It feels as if I got so much time for it. This is not the way I should be. Jengjeng! However, I got no motivation at all. It is too straightforward that it makes me lose interest in it. I need to consult sooyin seriously. She's the only one who can give me some motivation. From the start of the project, I have been consulting the pair of lecturers which make me feel no assurance at all. I dont want my work to just stop there. It needs something more than what it is. Though i felt that my work is very tedious, nobody knows about it till they experience it. Everyone has been saying, yours easy what. Just trace only. But nobody knows I have been joining each vertex one by one. Editing every frames, every single lines one by one. SIGH SIGH SIGH!

That boy is booking in soon and this time round I'm not sending him off as I need to at least do some work. We do find back the feeling we used to have but I'm still quite negative about it. I'm sorry. Give me some more time to have faith in this relationship. Im really very worried about every quarrels we have. I know every couples fight and I believe those relationship that last, they quarreled frequently. But it's a matter whether you can compromise with it or not. And yes, the word is giving in. It doesnt matter who gives in more but it's whether is there someone giving in. I wont say I give in alot because I know myself, I'm difficult to handle. Lets just give ourselves more time for it. But no matter what, I love you and always will :)