I really want to apologise to my mum as I've been throwing temper at her recently. Though I still feel angry and pissed for what happen, I know I should not be like this. This is the second time since school reopen. Maybe he was right that i'm having too much stress. Today, I can really feel the stress. Yes, it's only the second week of school reopen, what stress can I get? All I wanted is to keep all my weekends and holidays free for work so that it will not be wasted. It is to spend wisely with him because we can hardly meet right now. I will try my best to work faster and finish it faster than what i have done. I have been a slow worker, no matter how early I start, I still couldnt finish it earlier. Redo and redo, doing more and more. But today, I got really pissed off and stress out when i know that I need to redo my horse for the third times. It's easy but time consuming. I can no longer waste my time on redoing my works. What's more, I couldnt rush my work and forsake the quality! I want good quality that allow me to gain confident to get A. Yes, I only want As! I need to work faster, work harder by spending the minimum time. The worst thing is that my body clock is so used to what i have in the holidays. I got so tired so early! Feeling so sick, I know I cant do any work anymore so i'm going to bed now! tomorrow will be a better day. I hope.