What to say?

I only slept at 6.30 am this morning for 3 hrs and i'm off to school. I really like the mood i had yesterday night. Instead of feeling sleepy, I felt rather high in doing my work. I'm glad that I actually finish the final mockup yesterday night. I'm really having the feel to finish all my work this time round. I treasure every minute I have today. Despite of the insufficient hour of sleep, It didnt affect my mood for doing my work. I started to feel that i'm turning into stephanie, the one who only thinks about completing her work. Of course I'm not her! During GEMS, i did some sketches for my model. Instead of listening to the motivation talk, I used the time to finish my 2nd mockup. I know that it was not right to do it at that moment but I rather do something than stoning there.

Met up with Edmund as he's giving extra consultation for our class. Ideas and mockup was all settled. Now, I'm left with the last mockup which is just redoing what I've done few days ago. Of course, there's never a time when I've got nothing to do. I want to finish up what I haven done last term so that I wont be rushing it at the last minute.

Its kind of heartache when your friends told you that they once hate you. When my friends confessed to me about it this morning, I really feel like crying. I'm glad that you guys told me honestly and I'm happy that you guys no longer have that feeling towards me. It seems like I'm not giving others a good first impression about me. Seriously, i dont know what have I done to make you guys think that about me. I'm just doing what I suppose to do. What's more when there is someone backstabbing you. It really spoils my reputations. Please stop making everyone having bad impression of me. Why am I always the topic for your gossip session. I didnt know you well from the start therefore, you got no rights to judge me. If you dont like me, please jolly well come up to me and tell me what have I done wrong. I dont think I did anything to you because I dont even talk to you much. I dont know how much more have you said but please, stop spoiling my reputation as you get nothing from doing that. I CANT and I WONT confront you because I dont want to blow up this matter. By doing all these, it just prove how big your mouth is! The ONLY thing I want you to do NOW is to STOP DOING WHAT YOU ARE DOING! This really irritates me more and more. I changed my attitude towards you, I changed my views towards YOU! Dont make me hate you. So let me tell you again. STOP DOING ALL THOSE STUPID THINGS. If you wish to continue, I wont stop you because I'm having a clear conscience. I just dont want you to continue spoiling my reputation and changing others' views towards me! It takes me a long time to decide whether to post this. Partly because I'm protecting my friend. But I really want you to know that I know about all these. Im just keeping quiet all these while. Please. dont. test. my. limit.