Critique is over and I'm not happy about it. I was nervous and I realise there's a lot of careless mistakes in my floor plans. After so many changes here and there, my section was in a mess. Was kinda disappointed this time round. Comments gotten has good and bad points but the result of getting A is quite far from it. Nevertheless, its over.

Wednesday has come to an end. The deadline of telling raymond about wanting presidency is over. It was something I have been wanting and considering about for the past few months. yes, I have the thought of opting for a few months. I dont have the confident that I will be but I want to try to give a change. This year was bad and mainly the reason came from our own main comm. How are we going to lead a club when the core are not bonded as a whole. I couldnt say that I will really make a change next year.

I know myself that I have not socialize well with the year1s but i can say that I can work well with them. You guys must be wondering what's troubling me these few days. Yes, that someone has break all these thoughts that i have with just little actions he does. With the bad names, with the bad reputation and the bad things you have spread, there isnt any respect from them for me anymore. Thank you for that. You might have your reason for doing so but here I am to tell you this, it hurts me badly. Right now, I dont care who you are and I dont wish to know who you are. At least without knowing, I treat everyone as my friend. And when I know who this person is, I wont do anything. But I will draw a line in between us.

I know that I shouldnt give up so easily, I know by doing this I'm just letting you getting whatever you yearning for. But yeah who cares. I dont want history to repeat. I dont want people who is working with you not respecting you and you dont know about it. Club will still be the same like this year.

I admit that I have been straight forward or being mean recently. This might be the reason why you are doing this. But let me tell you, I have regretted it. If I have been mean to you, you deserve it. Throughout this year, I have been unhappy with people's working style. They are just irresponsible. I feel bad for people working under them. They are showing bad examples to their juniors and this shouldnt be the way. They are being irresponsible for what they chosen, it is to become part of main comm. If you cant, dont take it.!

Right now with that matter, I'm helpless. There's nothing I can do but to say goodbye to this club. I'm so attached to it that I have been breaking down at times when I think about it. I'm thankful for the seniors that you guys had made a wonderful place for us. A place where we wish to continue staying and making it better. However, I can say that it was ruined in our hands, I'm sorry. Club is no longer the place that you guys have built out.