Today brings back the past. These feelings seems to be so familiar. That feelings that we have forsaken for so long has came back to us. The way we acted, the way we felt and the way it is now. I've tried to be okay but no use at all. Things fall back to where it is. I know I started all these and I wish I didnt bring it out. Yes, we should pour everything out but now I've learn that, everyone has their own secret. If only i continue to keep it inside, this would not happen. I hate this feelings, I hate let out my tears. I told myself I shouldnt affect anyone with my own problem but I failed to do it today. I couldnt control it anymore. Whenever I saw message, my heart sank, my eyes feel so sour and tears just flow out. I dont know what to do or say anymore. I couldnt describe the feeling now. I just wish to be alone so that I dont have to control myself or worried if anyone will be affected by me..