That event was something I really want to do from the start but now I have another feeling for it. Why do you do something which you think will fail in the end. Everyone is not communicating, everyone is not putting their 100% into it. Sometimes I wonder is it a obligation for them to do this event. As a organising committee, I dont feel like one. We are not the one planning and doing it together. I know it's not easy to get everyone to work together. But I really dont see their excitement for it. Everything was pushed together and it's always so last minute. Prep camp, training camp, day 0 and actual camp are all packed together. All on a consecutive days. It's not about spending too many days to the event. But whether is it worth it for it. Right now, it's really a no. Why do I spent my whole week for a event which I don't think it will be a good one. What can I do when there isnt any planning parts for me. From an event team, I'm a nobody in the camp. Not because I dont commit to it. Just because they forgot to add me to the event page? Just because I didnt went for the meeting when i'm not notify? I'm just a helper with the name of oc. I wanted to withdraw from it but I cannot. It is my responsibility. My friends and my juniors are attending as ocs, gls, helpers and campers. We asked them to attend yet I'm withdrawing? I'm not going to do that. I'm going because of these people. I will leave with regrets...