I can't change the angsty-ness in me. Whenever I'm stress at work or rushing for submission, I will throw temper at my love ones. And every single time when I know that I shouldnt do that, I just cannot control. I sincerely feel so bad about it. Today's critique was thumbs up! Getting compliments is what we urge for after few weeks of hard work. But my day doesnt goes smoothly after it. The only thing that is good is that an angel appears when I felt so helpless. We were taught how to use a software but there isn't a lecturer who can help me. And the worse thing is that the only teacher who know about it was on MC today! Fortunately, someone from AA came to our studio and I just approach her randomly. I need to solve it desperately! But problems came up one by one that really makes me go bonkers! I'm really sorry to make people worried about me. I hurt the one who cares about me the most and I also hurt myself at the same time. I'm so sorry. You have always been supporting me these periods and I really appreciate it. And now, it's the end of this term. I have finished all my submissions and here comes my holiday!

Please, no projects for the upcoming workshop! I have got no feel for doing any work right now! Photoshoot and shopping with Nah tmr! goodnight!:)